Monday, July 21, 2008

STRESSED!!!!!!

I am not sure that stressed even describes it!  I am just having one of those days.  You know, the days that you wake up and go "Oh my gosh, how did all this stuff sneak up on me??"  I decided I was going to just post a few things that I am currently stressed over just to get it out of me!

-I am taking the Praxis II, Elementary Content Knowledge test on Saturday.  First of all its in Poteau and I have to be there at 7:30 am.  Second this is the only time I can take it before my JBU courses start in October and I HAVE to pass it to continue with the program.  Third, they say its stuff like on "Are you smarter than a 5th grader" and I am not confident that I am!  

-School in general.  I am taking 6 hours this summer, enrolled for 7 in the fall then I will have the 12 that start in October at JBU so I will be taking 19 hours starting in October.  YIKES!

-Closing the daycare (I just announced this Friday).  It stinks, it is sad, and I am very disappointed that I let so many people down.  At the end of the day I have to do what is best for my family.  I am crossing my fingers that this is what is best.  To bad I can't see the future!

-Taking Praxis I.  I have to also have a passing score on this one to start my classes but at least I can re take it if I don't pass.  Praxis II is a little bit more complicated as far as timing goes. 

-Kamden starting school.  I have orientation, and a screening day coming up.  Plus just the stress of my baby starting school. 

-My car....  Of course my car is going in the shop the day Kamden starts school.  I will be without a car for 3 days and I know Joel tells me it is dumb to worry about it but here I am worried about it.  I know in theory, it sounds great that we can make on one car for 3 days but I still worry that something will come up!  I need to be thankful it is getting fixed and stop worrying about everything else!

Okay that is enough for now!  I am sure you are all going "Get over it Jessica" and I am trying but still I am stressed, none the less!  

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